Overall, I've been feeling quite emo lately, coming from various aspects.
First, since March and April, I've repeatedly failed in my job search, mainly because I've had a gap of nearly a year, and I'm still quite inexperienced. Whenever I have an interview, it feels like a disaster. Friends around me say I'm too honest, but there's nothing I can do; I'm quite sincere. Another reason is that the job market for system planners in the entire gaming industry is still too poor. The vertical specialization in planning is very important, and everyone hopes to find a planner with expertise and rich experience. What I did before was an anime-themed MMOARPG, and there are still too few opportunities in this type of game.
Since we're on the topic, please pay more attention to my previous company's project "Star Echo Resonance," which is about to enter open beta! I still miss the company I spent three years at.
After the holiday, I might want to try switching to a PM role; with my development experience, it should be feasible.
Regarding my health, ever since I returned from abroad after surgery at the end of June last year, I've mostly been recuperating, and it wasn't until after the Spring Festival this year that I almost fully recovered. This is also one reason for my GPA being low for so long. I can finally do some simple exercises to lose weight (after five years as a planner, I've gained 40 pounds), and I hope to really slim down this year; I have many cute dresses I want to wear.
During the May Day holiday, I spent most of my time playing Baldur's Gate 3. I bought it at launch but never had the time to truly enjoy what is considered the game of the year. Finally, I have time to experience it slowly; I'm currently at the third chapter. I've also been following the game's world-building background and was surprised to learn that DND has been around for over 50 years. I also recommend a video series by a UP sharing the world background: Dungeons & Dragons Commentary Series.
So what about Monster Hunter: World? Why am I not playing it? Good question! It's not that I don't want to play; it's just that there are too few updates. There's only one new monster, the Shining Thunder Dragon, and after a few hunts, I'm done. It doesn't take that much time.
Some moments of joy: I went out to draw some gacha and ended up with a full box of blind pulls for the funeral-themed Fufu. My roommate asked if I wanted to buy one. I said I’d buy two on the spot, opened them, and got one Fat Lun and one Fufu, pulling the two most expensive ones from the set. I still don't know why I wanted to buy two at that time; maybe it was just a connection of minds. Then my roommate also brought me the DQ crossover Fufu staff~ so cute~(￣▽￣)~*
In short, the May Day holiday passed quickly. Time really flies, and after the holiday, it's back to slowly looking for a job. I hope everything goes smoothly in 2025~ || If you're a newcomer! Don't become a game planner! Run away! ||
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